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Your Moon & Lilith in Your Chart
General Overview—Your Moon—Both Light and Dark
Your Natal Moon
The
Moon points to what you love, what or whom you feel warm and caring
toward. It is the mother, young children, older women, mother figures,
including grandmother, the early childhood and its memories and home
life, the home, the feminine nature, the mothering instinct. The Moon
rules our habits and patterns of behavior. She is the nurturer. The
relationship with the mother, children, and how we nurture or how we
experience and remember our childhood is different depending on Moon
placement by sign, house and aspect.
With your natal Moon in the
twelfth house of Gemini, you love communication in all its glorious
forms. You love mental conundrums and probably are guilty of playing
Sudoku. Gemini folks are easily distracted and they seem to be in a
world all their own.
Your mother was person who was too interested in
the rest of the world and too interested in others to be concerned for
you. You were more like a trophy or “just for show” as she was busy
with everything and everyone else. You probably almost felt invisible,
and she was more doting over children who were not hers or who should
have come second to you. The words, “poor little orphan girl” come to
mind. This could be literally or figuratively speaking.
Playing second fiddle and desperately vying for the attention of your own mother definitely takes its toll....
....Moon
in the twelfth house tells us to look to Neptune also as the twelfth is
the natural ruler here. So, your Moon is comfortable, strong and
intuitive here.
You possess a sensitive nature, but you are fickle
and changeable as is the Moon, especially with Gemini. Moods can take
hold of you. You have a bad side, and can be quite the traitor toward
your people. A Jeckyll and Hyde complex lurks beneath the surface.
As we look to Neptune in Sagittarius in the sixth house, this indicates
a person who takes advantage of government in some form or another
(i.e., welfare fraud, Social Security Disability fraud, etc.)
Sagittarian truth gets muddled here somehow. One client I know
personally has Neptune in Sagittarius in the sixth house, and she has
defrauded the government her entire adult life. She has admittedly been
guilty of defrauding several government agencies, forgery and passing
bad checks, etc. Fraud is definitely denoted. Somehow Sagittarian truth
is twisted with Neptune in the sixth house.
Moon in the twelfth
opposition Neptune in the sixth indicates some sort of connection with
large institutions (i.e., prison, hospitals, government, etc.)
Because Virgo rules small pets, Neptune here gives an uncommon psychic
connection with pets. You have an innate ability to communicate with
animals on a supernatural level. You understand what they say, and they
are drawn to you.
With Neptune in the sixth house, illnesses are
often hard to diagnose. Homeopathic treatments and meditation are
extremely effective for you....
....Pluto in your fourth house
sextile to Neptune (ghosts, supernatural, etc.) and trine the Gemini
Moon (communication) suggests you have had experiences with the unknown,
the unseen, and some time during your life, your house was haunted.
This is a life pattern, so there will be several supernatural
experiences. Communication with the dead is strong here. There may be
the ability to hear them or talk with them. This ability might be
achieved through electronic audio devices. You would be quite
successful with EVP recordings, or video or photographs. One thing is
certain—you hear the dead. I say it is mainly auditory because Saturn
(the ears and hearing) is conjunct Pluto.
The sensitive Moon in
the sign of communicative Gemini also makes talking, hearing, speaking
with the undead possible. This could also make you a successful
automatic writer.
Lilith by Sign
Your Lilith in Aquarius
You
are a free spirit. The independence within you must have room to
maneuver and grow. You are a true humanitarian, whose helpfulness
proves too much at times as you tend to put your own life on the back
burner while helping others. You must have complete freedom, and
because Lilith falls into your eighth house, you demand sexual freedom.
You might even be a swinger. If not a swinger, you are experimental,
having tolerance for other peoples’ sexual preferences. Bisexual
behavior is common with this placement, as bohemian Aquarius enjoys the
unorthodox. Any comfortable relationship you enter must not attach too
many obligations or strings. You will always remain somewhat detached
no matter how long you’ve been with a partner.
Lilith placed here
can dash dreams, hopes and wishes. Rebellious groups and associations
bring sorrow. Humanitarian groups can prove deceitful or burdening.
Friends
seem a problematic source for you throughout life—either you choose the
wrong ones and misjudge them, or you leave when you realize they
require too much of your precious time. Friendships that are formed
must not become an imposition. You cannot understand statement like:
“friendship is everything,” or “Gotta have friends.” These silly
statements mean nothing to you. Instability and the Aquarius Lilith
person go hand in hand. There is much wandering, which disrupts and/or
end friendships. You are a loner, preferring acquaintances. You are
attracted to liberal, humanitarian or rebellious groups. Beware
off-beat associations twisting into something rather negative....
...Choice of lovers is unusual or deemed against the societal norm.
In
fact, one client of mine with Lilith in Aquarius admittedly carried on a
sexual relationship with her first cousin for many years. They had a
child together and planned to marry. Both his and her family disowned
them, her friends stopped speaking to her, and they became the constant
brunt of “kissin’ cousin” and “inbred” jokes and/or comments. Unable to
shake the negative stigma of being involved in an incestuous
relationship, she eventually moved away from her estranged family and
friends, and never told another person (other than her astrologer) they
were cousins. Yet, she continued to stand by her unorthodox Uranian
choice in the face of mounting opposition from society. She was
determined to marry him (a first-cousin marriage at the time was legal
in only 26 states). That is the essence of the Lilith in Aquarius....
....Musical
talent and/or appreciation is another manifestation of this eighth
house Uranian Lilith. You have a pronounced sense of rhythm in and out
of the bedroom. And, even if you play no musical instrument, you can
detect the slightest off-key note. However, your creative insight comes
in flashes, and you might prove a musical genius. You have creative
talent when it comes to music. This creative inspiration is reinforced
by Uranus sextile Mercury, which rules communication, the senses,
including hearing and intricate things that require agile hands.
Moreover, Uranus squares Venus, who is musical in herself. With a
second-house Venus (Taurus) and a fourth-house Mercury (Libra) aspecting
Uranus, there is an odd, or unusually beautiful quality to the voice.
Unpleasant sounds negatively affect you, especially. You are
sensitive to the hum of electronics and white noise agitates you. You
have the ability to sense things that most people cannot (i.e., sounds
out of the normal human hearing range)....
Lilith by House
Your Lilith in the 8th House
You
are an intense sexual being. Sexual relationships are quite dynamic
because Lilith lies in the 8th house of Scorpio. Let’s look to Pluto.
You are easily enticed by sexually provocative situations and people and
also dangerous people and situations. Your fascination with death and
sex and the underbelly of the society is apparent. You are extremely
secretive and there are many mysteries surrounding your sexual life.
You maintain discreet relationships with sexual partners, so no one
quite knows what you’re really up to. You are no stranger to passion
and sexual obsession. Morals may be lacking in this particular
placement.
You possess much power whether or not you realize
it. You may subconsciously suppress people with your innate power for
good or ill. Moreover, you may be in contact with powerful people.
This placement of Lilith often brings death and losses of loved ones in
early childhood. You understand that death is a part of life. You
deal with loss better than most, and have probably encountered it a lot
in your years. Death has touched you in both a literal and figurative
sense. In the latter, you could have experienced a spiritual death.
You could be a practitioner of the black witchcraft. In the former,
actual death of those around you affected you deeply. The early
childhood could have involved death of the parents, especially the
father. Pluto conjunct Saturn in the fourth house suggests that the
father was abruptly taken from you in your formative years (before aged
four).
Because Pluto falls into the fourth house of the mother, the
home, early childhood, the end of life and the grave, we can assume your
mother and childhood was a brutal and painful experience for you....
....Venus
suggests that you encounter problems with the same sex, and women often
stand in your way. You receive no cooperation from females. Women are
jealous of you, and they have always acted underhanded toward you. You
can’t trust them. But, you, also have returned the favor, and you are
vicious when it comes to other women. Therefore, since this is a life
pattern, you closest and best friends are male.
Venus in loose
opposition to Lilith indicates there is external conflicts with others
concerning money and shared resources, especially when woman are
concerned. There will be legal problems involving women, inheritances,
money, shared resources, and any money derived from eighth house
matters. Relationship matters may suffer because of financial
tug-of-war. Money is always in the forefront of any relationship
disagreement. You are tempted to spend too much money on gambling. The
second house ruler of Leo denotes that there is a gambling and wanton
disregard for thrift. Debt could be extreme, and repairing credit could
be costly. You could be a shopaholic. Partners might usurp your
control of your money or vice versa. Either way, money, and how either
you or your partner spend it or are denied it will be a point of
contention.
Mars opposing the eighth house Lilith signifies that you
are filled with boundless sexual energy, and you are often accused of
wearing out your partners. You have good sexual rhythm and timing. You
move well. Mars is the planet of war; therefore, you there could be a
brutal, sadistic edge to your lovemaking. There will be metal involved
in the sexual arena (metal framed bed, handcuffs, weapons, etc.) I
think biting is also happening here....
Lilith in Aspect
Major and Minor Aspects
Lilith
inconjunct Ascendant—means that the outward person you show to the
world at large and your sexual tastes do not ever work together. You
can indulge sexually, and you can present yourself to others, but you
cannot do both concurrently. It’s either one or the other. You are
kinky, raw, energetic—a real sexual dynamo. However, you portray a
rather demure, normal monogamous, shy nice girl image. Cancer vs.
Aquarius. The crab hides in a shell. Cancer’s shell is harder to
penetrate than any other sign—even Scorpio. They can be seemingly cold
and unfeeling. Why? Cancers are sensitive creatures capable of being
victim to deep emotional wounding. Their defense mechanism is this
stoic aloofness that can be colder than you’ve ever seen, especially
when it’s rising. Aquarius is also aloof, but for different reasons.
You suffer from two main issues here....
Lilith
quindecile Sun— suggests that you exhibit obsessive-compulsive behavior
regarding sexual communication. You talk dirty. You probably make
others shy away from you with your intense sexual talk. You must have
something to obsess about in order to function as the Sun is your entire
essence, and you experience this quindecile at an exact 0º orb. You
are fixated on perfection and with the written and spoken word. You can
never be accused of misspelling anything, and you might enjoy
linguistics. You read between the lines when people speak,
overanalyzing what they say. You pay attention to detail. You are
motivated by a need for communication....You suffer from actual
obsessive-compulsive disorder, and with Virgo involved, there is
probably counting of items and repetitive daily tasks such as hitting
the light switch three times every time or checking to see if the door
is secured repeatedly. For you, this could involve saying a word
several times over and over....
....Lilith quintile Uranus—means
you are blessed with a gift of bringing romance into any sexual
relationship you enter. You have instant insight into what a sexual
partner needs, and you provide it in large quantities. You experiment
with an open mind, and introduce lovers to the new and untried. This
subtle, positive aspect allows you to take lovers on a spiritual ride.
Sexual creativity is pronounced. Brief sexual affairs or affairs with
unobtainable people are denoted.
How to Work Through Your Lilith
Lilith affects our choices, and she tempts us with unsavory things that make us stray from our path.
Each
of us must come to terms with our own demons and battle them our own
way. You are battling between security and insecurity. Your “little
lost orphan” mentality gives you a need to belong. You feel alone in
this world, and yearn for companionship. However, true companionship
requires commitment, which frightens you. You need to strike a balance
here.
Indulgence can lead to your finding yourself in unstable
situations. You must think about where you want to be tomorrow before
saying yes to temptation tonight. People tend to get carried away in
their quest for pleasure, seeking out what they can find within. It
would be shameful to work and build so long and hard to have it all
destroyed in one shocking Uranian moment.
Your creativity is off the
charts, and you have what it takes to be a real inventor. You are
brilliantly inclined, grasping deep insight into what people really
desire—your finger is on the public pulse. You are trendy, biting and
captivating. Take extra steps to avoid faddism.
You’re truly gifted artistically and musically. Your sense of color is impeccable. You are an artiste.
You
possess the gift of sight. You receive lightening-like visions of
truth that inspire you to create. This insight that is seemingly
plucked from the depths awes the masses. But, it’s just your Uranus
vision becoming clearer. Utilize your ability for good as Lilith can be
creative, motivational and intuitive. So, between creative ingenuity,
your right on time flashes of intuition and making right choices,
regarding Scorpionic-Uranian matters, Lilith can express herself in a
positive way. Avoid rebellious groups and organizations. Be only a
creative rebel.
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Your Moon & Lilith in Your Chart
General Overview—Your Moon—Both Light and Dark
Your Natal Moon
The
Moon points to what you love, what or whom you feel warm and caring
toward. It is the mother, young children, older women, mother figures,
including grandmother, the early childhood and its memories and home
life, the home, the feminine nature, the mothering instinct. The Moon
rules our habits and patterns of behavior. She is the nurturer. The
relationship with the mother, children, and how we nurture or how we
experience and remember our childhood is different depending on Moon
placement by sign, house and aspect.
With your natal Moon in the
fourth house of Scorpio, your mother was a strong, fierce individual to
be reckoned with. She manipulated you and others around her. She
demanded her will be done. She ruled through guilt, manipulation and
withholding. She fought to the death for her beliefs, and she ran her
own life and yours. Even when you were old enough to realize her
tactics, you continued to allow it. Mother had many secrets, and so do
you.
The home life was a dark, private place in your early
childhood. Because the Moon occupies the most private part of your
chart, the Nadir, you continually hide pain you experienced in early
childhood. This is the most personal part of you that few people know.
Sun
trine your natal Moon suggests that mother and father were in agreement
when you were a child. Home life might not have been healthy, but it
was stable as far as your parents maintaining a family unit and not
moving around too much, etc. The childhood home was well-rooted. You
would make an excellent parent and would take your parental role
seriously....
....Neptune in the fourth house in Sagittarius
denotes mother was quite spiritual and you are spiritual. This cloaks
home life in confusion and secrets. Again, we have secrets in the
home. There may have been a ghostly haunting or some other otherworldly
supernatural activity in the home. You will always have this activity
in the home as this is natal, and as you know, Neptune does not progress
much throughout our lives. There is living next to a body of water,
owning property with a pond, beachfront property, etc....
....Moon
in the fourth house tells us to look to Cancer also as the fourth is
the natural ruler here. So, your moon is accidentally dignified. It is
strong here. This suggests oral fixation, bodily roundness and love of
food. You maintain private habits that probably involve the mouth,
saliva, stomach and bodily fluids, (i.e., nail-biting, spitting,
etc.)....
Lilith by Sign
Your Lilith in Pisces
You
were neglected as a child and your dreams thwarted. You might have not
been allowed to dream as a youngster. It might have been viewed as a
useless waste of time, building castles in the air, etc. As example,
you’re parents may have disapproved of you obtaining that fine arts
degree that many parents disapprove of as it is not a real goal or a
real job. Parents tell children things like, “Be a doctor or a lawyer
or anything but that. They don’t call them starving artists for no
reason.” So, somehow the dreamer in you turned inward, and a vivid,
private world unfurled. And, fantasizing is okay to a point. With
Lilith here, you tend to take it to an extreme place. With Lilith trine
the Sun and Saturn in the twelfth house, besides fantasizing while in a
waking state, you often suffer from nightmares when not in a dreamless
state. You worry about being left all alone.
To prevent this
aloneness, you take in too many strays or down-trodden sexual partners.
You invite unhealthy people into your life. You don’t have sexual
partners—you have caseloads. Either that or your partner feels that you
need serious counseling and you are searching for someone who can fill
this capacity. What you search is a confessor, a psychologist—not just a
lover. And, this is a tall order to fill, which most people would just
shrug their shoulders and give up on you. There is a tendency to waver
between co-dependency and escapism when it comes to your lovers. You
suffer from confusion.
You are sympathetic and vulnerable to some,
merciful to others. And, to others, even venomous and harmful to
others. Pisces is the traitor. Pisces does have a tendency to cause
sorrows for others by misplaced helping or just jealousy that others’
lives are so much easier than theirs, etc. I personally have no doubt
that Judas was a Pisces....
....Yet, maybe you feel that sex is
an inspirational ritual to spark your creative artistic flow. There
could be many scenarios here. Two things are certain—you are
unrealistic in your view of the sexual experience or lover. Secondly,
there is a desire to have sex in search of the perfect otherworldly
spiritual union. And, with Neptune ruling here, you indeed can achieve
this much like people with Neptune placed in the eighth house.
You
might incorporate sexual acts into your spirituality, like dancing naked
under the Moon, sexual rites, orgies, etc. This tendency reminds me of
Walpugis’ Night or Walpurgisnacht, which is an ancient European Pagan
holiday celebrating the Spring Equinox, which is referred to by
Neo-Pagans as Beltane.
Anton LaVey, founder of the Church of Satan,
believed this to be the most evil night of the year. In fact, he
founded his church on this holiday. According to LaVey, Walpurgis Night
is "….when witches and devils roam the earth, orgiastically glorifying
the fruition of the Spring equinox: Walpurgisnacht, the night of April
30th—May 1st." ....
....Neptune square Venus suggests that you
are in search of perfection, an infallible truth that you know exists
within you. And, you truly believe that God is within us, as Venus
falls into your first house of the physical body. You personally
believe each person is the embodiment of perfection and God.
Neptune
sextile Pluto is a generational aspect that is felt on a
not-so-personal level, but more on a societal level. Neither planet is a
personal planet. This aspect suggests an opportunity to dig for
spiritual truth, to delve deep into the occult and transform religion.
Near
the end of your life, you will be deeply spiritual. The final resting
place will be located near a body of water for either you or mother.
Lilith by House
Your Lilith in the 8th House
You
are an intense sexual being. Sexual relationships are quite dynamic
because Lilith lies in the 8th house of Scorpio. Let’s look to Pluto.
You are easily enticed by sexually provocative situations and people and
also dangerous people and situations. Your fascination with death and
sex and the underbelly of the society is apparent. You are extremely
secretive and there are many mysteries surrounding your sexual life.
You maintain discreet relationships with sexual partners, so no one
quite knows what you’re really up to. You are no stranger to passion
and sexual obsession.
Because your Pluto falls into the second house
of money, beauty and moveable possessions, it is likely that you have
secret money dealings. This can involve both your money and other
people’s money. With Lilith involved here in the house of sex and other
people’s money, prostitution is indicated. Money deals involving sex
are certain.
A woman I personally know with Lilith in the eighth
house in Scorpio was a prostitute her entire life. She began
prostituting at 15 with her elderly father’s friends, who chased her
mother and sister around the house when her father was outside or not
home. Her mother and her sister did not welcome the sexual advances.
The woman said she wished that they had chased her and she wished she
were molested. She felt excluded; she felt there was something wrong
with her. She wanted to be desired and sexy. She said, “I wondered why
no one ever jumped on me and attacked me like they did my mother and my
older sister. I wanted to be attacked.” Finally, she approached the
old men who subsequently became her customers. Her first customer was
in his 80s....
....With your natal Moon is Scorpio; all these
experiences are doubly possible. As I stated before, mother was
secretive, manipulative and caused you much emotional pain and confusion
in your early childhood. She instilled a lot of guilt and you carried
with you a feeling that it was your entire fault. So, you learned to
take what you want and make people feel that that is what they want.
You trick or manipulate people into making them feel that it is they—not
you.
The second house rules how much importance you place on a
person’s physical attributes. You are quite picky in choosing a sexual
mate. Pluto in the second house suggests that you must find your chosen
partner sexually magnetic. A regular wallflower just won’t do. Once
again, the second house indicates prostitution and other money deals
involving sex. Women who earn money in the sex industry probably
attract.
Lilith in Aspect
Major and Minor Aspects
Lilith
inconjunct Ascendant—means that the outward person you show to the
world at large and your sexual tastes do not ever work together. You
can indulge sexually, and you can present yourself to others, but you
cannot do both concurrently. It’s either one or the other. There is no
public display of affection. People acquainted with you on a
professional level are unaware of your sexual prowess, viewing you as
asexual, morally upright and authoritative. You shy away from being
regarded negatively as Leo is always concerned with his public image.
Your showy side hides itself during sexual encounters oddly. You allow
the partner to take the spotlight as you sacrifice your need for
attention during these times. You surrender to your sexual partner in
order to allow them to become more powerful than you know you are.
Maybe you feel it equals the playing field—like in Richard Connell’s
short story titled, The Most Dangerous Game. You find this amusing.
Since the ascendant rules the physical body, you might sacrifice your
body during sex, including dominant/ submissive behavior....
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